The spark is back.
I wasn’t sure it would ever happen, but I feel like God has given me a tiny glimpse of the possibilities of the future and with it comes the excitement, the push to get out of bed in the morning, the desire to better myself, and the hope. I have no idea if my dreams will become reality, but that really isn’t my problem; that’s God’s problem. I asked God for a place to direct my energies, a vague goal to shoot for, a vision for my future, AND HE ANSWERED!!
It’s been bubbling under the surface all week, distracting me, making me shake with excitement, giving energy . . .
But the time is not right. I must be patient. This is my week to teach about patience/longsuffering. I’m getting lots of practice.