I can’t talk!! It’s so annoying and frustrating. Dan led the conversations, I just guided and directed and gathered information. Now when I want to say something nice or just try to be polite the stupidest things come out of my mouth! I thought we did just fine at the communication part of our marriage — not perfect, of course, but fine. Now I’m afraid that Dan did all the communicating. Probably just another case of where we balanced each other out and made a good team (He talked, I listened -and wrote). Maybe I should get a job at Burger King again so that I can practice small talk with a hundred people a day.
No wonder I didn’t get to go to heaven. I have too much to learn.

